Assalammualaikum..
Hai.
Dekat dunia ni ada macam-macam jenis manusia.Am i right ?
People ? everyone can change,right ?
we make a change for want to being a good people than before.
same like him.him had changed.i miss the old him.
just like what him say at me.
he ask me to forget all hopes that i want at him.
"memori kau boleh simpan,tapi harapan aku harap kau hilangkan."
it still remain in my heads.
so many story that i heard from my friends about him.
he said at my friend that "we are just a normal friends"
he's right.we are never being more than friends.
i make a decision to forget it like him ask me to do it.
but it was hard you know.
forget the hopes like he want me to forget him.
it is really hard.
i tell to my friend and everytime i tell them
there must be water falling from my eyes.
right, that is tears.
semua orang marah aku bile aku menangis.
memang sepatutnya aku tak perlu menangis.
tapi aku tak kuat.
sebenarnya harapan tu tak menusuk hati aku pun,
tapi kata-kata yang dia luahkan tu yang buat aku terasa.
dulu,dia kata aku kawan baik perempuan dia yang paling rapat.
but...dia kata "we are just normal friend ."
malu sangat ke nak kawan dengan aku ni?
malu kalau orang lain tau kita ni kawan?
hari selepas aku kena block dengan putera tu,
aku tak datang sekolah.
aku demam disebabkan terlalu banyak menangis.
aku tak takut sebab kena block dengan putera tu
tapi aku malu sebab diorang ejek aku and aku tak suka nama orang lain terbabit.
and ada satu kata-kata yang aku teringat and buat hati aku terguris sangat-sangat.
-"Ya Allah,kau berikan kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk hambamu yang lemah ini. "-